TODAY is Worse than Yesterday.....sigghhh.

Today is Worse than yesterday....for some reason.

I am sooo glad that tomm. I will be able to talk to the doctor.....I pray that it is not postponed.


Speaking of "postponements".....My daughters Surgery was postponed today, and it is Now suppose to take place tomm. morn.....GOD Willing.
So NOW I will have to take the baby along with me to the Doctors (her daughter), AND my husband, so he can keep an eye on Her.
I WAS planning on keeping the both of them Home, but since My daughters surgery will be tomm. morn.....I feel it best for them both to be with me, that way my granddaughter won't give my husband a run for his money.

GOD Willing, things will go smoothly for me at the doctors.....and even More Smoothly for my daughter & her Surgery.

Very "Blah-Zay" today.

Not having too much of a Good Day today.....my legs are pretty painful, and the other symptoms I experience on a daily basis, are swinging through like the wind.

Especially my Left Knee.
For some reason, this knee gives me the Most Problems.....maybe the Osteoarthritis is more in That Knee, than it is in the Right Knee.

My hands are not giving me too much problems today, but yesterday they were....so that's a plus.

Overall.....I am off & on with my feelings today.
GOD Willing, tomm. will prove to be a better day.

This coming Friday.....10am.

I have my "two week" visit to my doctors this Friday.....after the Last Visit, I plan to come up in there with Full Meds. in me, lolol.....I am NOT doing That Again.

He is suppose to discuss with me, the fact that He Thinks I have Fibromyalgia & Osteoarthritis.
Not sure how we plan to go about "bandaiding" the situation.....but I am All Ears.

I also need to discuss with him the fact that the "New Med." he put me on, isn't working.....so what next!!!

I'm not sure if I am going to take the hubby with me this time....My daugther is going to have surgery on Thurs....and I may need him to stay home and take care of the Grandbaby.


Boy.....I've seen more doctors this Year Alone, than the Law Allows....Or should I say......than the Insurance Companies Allow....lololol.

I did a little Too Much yesterday.....Yikesss!!!!

I thought I would do a little "exercising" yesterday.....and after "swinging my hips" about, I realized that that might not be the way to go for me, lololol.
It really isn't funny, because at the end of the Day.....I wasn't able to hold A DARN THING, not even a pen Or pencil to jot something down.....my hands hurt sooooooo bad, I really could not believe it.
They were actually "throbbing"....I could feel the muscles pulsating, and I kid you Not.

They were hurting because, the type of exercising I was doing was......DANCING!!!!
I was having a good ole' time with the Grands....and they were having an even Better Time than I, lolol.....
But when it was All Said And Done.....the ole' hips and fingers (from snapping them) don't work like they used to anymore.....and THAT is something that I just have to accept.

This morning when I got my son up for School, I thought I had had Hip Replacement Surgery....and I was recuperating from that.....Yikeessss!!!!
I could hardly walk.

I promised myself at that moment....that I WOULD NOT do that again, and I won't.....I promise!!!

I couldn't sleep either.....if I got on One Side, it hurt....and then I tried the Other Side.....that hurt too....even laying on my back hurt like the dickens.....I had pillows going in all different kinds of directions & positions.

After my Daughter put the mattress down for the Night (My Granddaughter & I sleep on it when she is over My House)....I tried to help out by putting the Pillows down on the bed....and I could not even pick them up right, I had to use the sides of my hands to even get some kind of grip.....and then to toss them from where I was sitting, ohhhh myyyy goodness....my son was like...."that's the best you could do", and I said "Yeaahhhh......".

I should have LISTENED to the advice the Experts give ya when they say....."NOT to do too much when you think you are having a Good Day"....because it will deff. come back to bite you in the Rear at the end of the Day.....for real!!!!

I'm surprised I didn't wake my Granddaughter up with all the movements I was doing.

Tonight should be better....it is Cooler to start with, and I didn't do Any Dancing Today....lolol.
I pretty much just layed around and watched the Grands do their Thang....lolol.....aside from the little bit of running around Miss Maari (my Granddaughter) had me doing every time she was into something she wasn't suppose to be in, lolol.


Oh Wellllll....here goes nothing!!!




THANKS......

Tingling & Numbness in some Extremedies.

Lately, I have been feeling an extreme amount of Numbing & Tingling in some of my ext remedies....like my Arms, and parts of my Legs.

While watching TV, Or reading something on the computer.....all of a sudden, I will feel some numbness in my Hands, Arms and even my Feet.
With my Arms, I noticed it will happen if I lay on my Left Side while watching TV Or even if I am sitting up watching TV....and then as soon as I move it, I feel numbness and then the Tingling starts.
The other morning after waking up for the Day, it happened again....and usually I could just "shake it out" Or "work it out" by rubbing my hands....but not this time, it stayed like that for quite some time....and I started to get a little worried.

With my Legs, if I lay on the Left Side it almost ALWAYS happens....along with Major Discomfort & Pain....for some reason, THIS LEG (the left)...gives me More problems than the Right One.....but I still have the same problems, just not as much on the Right.

My Feet....Well now that's another story, one that I could write a short story about......sighhhh.

If I SIT TOO LONG....they Hurt...IF I STAND TO LONG....They Hurt....WHEN I GET UP IN THE MORNING....I can't bare weight on them AT ALL!!!!!.....and it continues like that throughout the Day.

The tingling & numbness is really not a NEW THING, but it is becoming more "evident" if you will, in the past few weeks Or so.

The "NEW" Medicine Doesn't Work.....Now What!!

So Now What......


When I go back to the doctors on the 1st of May, I have to tell him that the New Medicine he put me on.....the Meloxicam 15mg (anti-inflammatory medicine), DOES NOT WORK!!!

So far it has been 3 weeks since I started on it.....and I KNOW I should have felt some kind of difference by now, but NOPE.....Nothing!!!
I still have the same Pain....If not Worse......and it is really disturbing me to say the least.

How many types of Meds. will I have to TRY.....before I can get the RIGHT One......aaaauuuggghhh.


When I think of it.....My body actually feels like I should be 80-90 yrs. old, not that I know how they feel on a Physical Level, but from back when I used to be a CNA.....I would LISTEN to my residents when they Spoke to me about How They are Feeling.....and let me tell ya, I FEEL LIKE I AM THERE!!!!

Definition & Symptoms of OSTEOARTHRITIS

Definition
By Mayo Clinic staff

Osteoarthritis, sometimes called degenerative joint disease or osteoarthrosis, is the most common form of arthritis. Osteoarthritis occurs when cartilage in your joints wears down over time.

Osteoarthritis can affect any joint in your body, though it most commonly affects joints in your hands, hips, knees and spine. Osteoarthritis typically affects just one joint, though in some cases, such as with finger arthritis, several joints can be affected.

Osteoarthritis gradually worsens with time, and no cure exists. But osteoarthritis treatments can relieve pain and help you remain active. Taking steps to actively manage your osteoarthritis may help you gain control over your osteoarthritis pain.


Symptoms
By Mayo Clinic staff

Osteoarthritis of the spine

Osteoarthritis of the hip


Osteoarthritis symptoms often develop slowly and worsen over time. Signs and symptoms of osteoarthritis include:

Pain in a joint during or after use, or after a period of inactivity

Tenderness in the joint when you apply light pressure

Stiffness in a joint, that may be most noticeable when you wake up in the morning or after a period of inactivity

Loss of flexibility may make it difficult to use the joint

Grating sensation when you use the joint

Bone spurs, which appear as hard lumps, may form around the affected joint

Swelling in some cases

Osteoarthritis symptoms most commonly affect the hands, hips, knees and spine. Unless you've been injured or placed unusual stress on a joint, it's uncommon for osteoarthritis symptoms to affect your jaw, shoulder, elbows, wrists or ankles.


http://mayoclinic.com/health/osteoarthritis/DS00019

Tender Points of FIBROMYALGIA

Unfortunetly, I haven't mastered the art of Posting Images on my Blog as yet, lolol....but as soon as I get the help to do so.....I will put up the Chart that shows the Tender Points.


Tender points

The 18 tender points associated with fibromyalgia occur in symmetrical pairs from the back of your head to your inner knees.


I HAVE All of the POINTS they speak of......OoooKayyy!!!

Symptoms of FIBROMYALGIA

These Articles come from the Mayo Clinic (a very well known Clinic).


Symptoms
By Mayo Clinic staff

Signs and symptoms of fibromyalgia can vary, depending on the weather, stress, physical activity or even the time of day.


Widespread pain and tender points

The pain associated with fibromyalgia is described as a constant dull ache, typically arising from muscles. To be considered widespread, the pain must occur on both sides of your body and above and below your waist.

Fibromyalgia is characterized by additional pain when firm pressure is applied to specific areas of your body, called tender points. Tender point locations include:

Back of the head
Between shoulder blades
Top of shoulders
Front sides of neck
Upper chest
Outer elbows
Upper hips
Sides of hips
Inner knees


Fatigue and sleep disturbances

People with fibromyalgia often awaken tired, even though they seem to get plenty of sleep. Experts believe that these people rarely reach the deep restorative stage of sleep. Sleep disorders that have been linked to fibromyalgia include restless legs syndrome and sleep apnea.


Co-existing conditions

Many people who have fibromyalgia also may have:

Chronic fatigue syndrome
Depression
Endometriosis
Headaches
Irritable bowel syndrome (IBS)
Lupus
Osteoarthritis
Post-traumatic stress disorder
Restless legs syndrome
Rheumatoid arthritis



Causes
By Mayo Clinic staff


Doctors don't know what causes fibromyalgia, but it most likely involves a variety of factors working together. These may include:

Genetics.
Because fibromyalgia tends to run in families, there may be certain genetic mutations that may make you more susceptible to developing the disorder.

Infections.
Some illnesses appear to trigger or aggravate fibromyalgia.

Physical or emotional trauma.
Post-traumatic stress disorder has been linked to fibromyalgia.

Why does it hurt?
Current thinking centers around a theory called central sensitization. This theory states that people with fibromyalgia have a lower threshold for pain because of increased sensitivity in the brain to pain signals.

Researchers believe repeated nerve stimulation causes the brains of people with fibromyalgia to change. This change involves an abnormal increase in levels of certain chemicals in the brain that signal pain (neurotransmitters). In addition, the brain's pain receptors seem to develop a sort of memory of the pain and become more sensitive, meaning they can overreact to pain signals.



Tests and diagnosis
By Mayo Clinic staff


Tender points
The American College of Rheumatology has established two criteria for the diagnosis of fibromyalgia:

Widespread pain lasting at least three months

At least 11 positive tender points — out of a total possible of 18


Tender points
During your physical exam, your doctor may check specific places on your body for tenderness. The amount of pressure used during this exam is usually just enough to whiten the doctor's fingernail bed. These 18 tender points are a hallmark for fibromyalgia.

Blood tests
While there is no lab test to confirm a diagnosis of fibromyalgia, your doctor may want to rule out other conditions that may have similar symptoms. Blood tests may include:

Complete blood count
Erythrocyte sedimentation rate
Thyroid function tests


These were just a Few things posted about FIBROMYALGIA.....if you want to read more about this Condition, click on the link below:

http://mayoclinic.com/health/fibromyalgia/DS00079

I AM MORE CONFUSED THAN I WAS BEFORE!!!

Confused is an understatement.....!!!

My doctor just called me back (at 10pm)....and he is telling me that the Osteoarthritis has NOTHING to do with the Sarky (that it is possibly some Hereditary thing).....and that My ACE Levels look Great........Whatttttt!!!!!

So why am I in ALL THIS PAIN, and going through ALL THESE SYMPTOMS!!!!!

Well HE tells me that He is SURE that it is from the Fibromyalgia......and we will talk more about That when I go to see him next week.

Now tell me, wouldn't you be at your Wits End right about now!!!

When he told me about the Fibromyalgia last week, I looked it up on the computer and surprisingly so....I basically "hit the mark" for All the symptoms.....So maybe IT IS Fibromyalgia.....and Maybe Sarky IS in Remission......Wowwwww.


I almost burst into tears when he told me that My ACE Levels looked Great, and that the Osteoarthritis had Nothing to do with Sarky.....but what is he talking about, Arthritis is One of the Symptoms of Sarky....so why wouldn't the Osteoarthritis be from Sarky.....aaaauuuggghhh!!!!

I prayed for some Concrete Results.....and I DID get some answers.....the Diagnoses of the Fibromyalgia is a NEW THING, so I guess my prayers were answered.
I was sooo stuck on getting back some answers stating that Sarky is behind All of this...but maybe it is really the Fibromyalgia doing all this damage.....hhmmmm.


Sooo, should I change the name of this Blog to...."Living with Sarcoidosis AND Fibromyalgia", lololol.
It's good that I can find a sense of Humor out of all of this.....Right.

Got a Call from My Doctor Yesterday

My doctor called me yesterday (on a Sunday), but I wasn't able to get the call....and he left a message stating that the Results of the X-rays of my hips & knees showed that I have Osteoarthritis in them.....uummm, I already knew that....well I knew I had Arthritis in them....but not the "Osteo" part.
So basically, he didn't really tell me anything New.

I called his office back and left a message for him to call me.....I want to ask WHY do I have the Osteoarthritis....is it from Sarky, Or something else.
Also, WHAT are the Results of the Blood Work....I wasn't going to find any of this out till I went in to see him on the 1st of May, but since HE CALLED Me first...I figured I want to know EVERYTHING!!!!


I will post more later, after he calls me back....."IF" he calls me back that is.

Had the ol' Knees & Hips "Xray-d" Today

GOD Willing, SOMETHING will show up THIS TIME on the Results of my Xrays today.
I have to go back to see my doctor (a Rheumatologist) on the 1st of next Month.....and I am praying that ALL the Blood Work & Xrays will show what I've been feeling the past 3-4 yrs.

It is sooooo important that My Doctor will be able to know for sure what has been going on with me in between Visits.

Oh...and btw, I had Xrays of my Hips & Knees (and it was a bit uncomfortable trying to lay there for those xrays too)....in the past Nothing would show up, but this time....I am praying like crazy that something Will....I need for My doctor to FINALLY see what this Diease it doing to Me!!!!!

Leg Pain....like a dang on Tooth Ache!!!!!

My legs (both of them).....were hurting like a Dang On Tooth Ache today.....All Day too.
But funny thing was.....it was ONLY my KNEES that hurt (still do as I type this).

You would have thought it was going to Rain Or something......yeah, I know....it's suppose to be an Old Wives Tale, but let me tell ya.....IT'S TRUE!!!

No matter what I did to sooth the pain.....IT WAS THERE, and more intense with each try.
Finally, I decided to just get right up and go outside and do something.....maybe THAT would take the pain away.....I mean, NOTHING ELSE WORKED.

I tried to get a little work done in the yard....to take my mind off of the Pain, and it DID help some.....but not all the way, but SOME was better than NONE.


Tomm. promises to be an even better Day than Today.....so, I guess I will try it out again (working in the yard) just in case the Pain tries to make a second appearance.

Oh, and btw.....the Pain Meds. only took about 75% of the Pain Away......go figure.

Have you Ever Noticed.......

Have you Ever Noticed, while Suffering with a Chronic Illness (Or a Short Term one as well).....that while having an "episode", all the sudden....your body starts to React to the Pain/Discomfort....before you Even Realized it Yourself.....???!!!

AMAZING RIGHT....

Well the other day, while sitting on the edge of my bed (not sure what I was doing in the meantime)......my leg started Rocking and I began Humming.
THIS is the very things that I will start to do when Sarky is "raising up" on me.

It actually startled me when it happened.....because I wasn't aware that Sarky was even there at the time....I must have been in Deep Thought to NOT Notice Sarky let me tell ya....and when I realized I was doing it for That Reason, I said to myself....."Wowwww, it is like clock work that these motions will react to the Pain....letting me know, in an indirect way....that once again, Sarky is demanding My attention".

Had My Visit Today

I had my doctors visits Today.....and it didn't go TOTALLY as planned, but I was able to get a few things Said.

It didn't go as planned because upon NOT taking my meds.....I became too ill to get out all the things I wanted to discuss with him......I mean, I was in sooooo much pain...it had me confused.
I was soooooooo weak, I thought I was going to pass out.....and it is a good thing my husband was with me, because for the amount of time I had to wait to see him....if I'd been by myself, I think I would have deff. been on the floor when he finally came in the room.
I basically used my husband as my "Cane".....I walked soo far up against the Wall on my way to the exam room....and then used my husband (& the doctor) to get up on the exam table.....it was awful.

He asked me why I was in soo much discomfort....and I told him that I hadn't taken my meds yet for the Day (which was MY Plan....but it backfired on me because I was too weak & in pain to talk).
I told him the reason why I didn't take them, it is so he could see how I am WITHOUT my meds. on a daily basis.....I also said that whenever I visit with him.....I never get the chance to Or forget to...tell him what had been going on the Previous Months.
So, while I was trying to talk....he was jotting down what I was saying......I was explaining to him what my symptoms were.

He seemed concerned....but at the same time, when I told him what meds. I refused to take for the morn. (the Vicoden), he had the nerve to tell me that the Pain & Discomfort that I was having, was probably due to me being on the Pain Meds. for soo long........"WHAT, ARE YOU SERIOUS"!!!

I told him that NO, it wasn't because of that....and that from DAY ONE, I have had these Symptoms WITHOUT even being on ANY Pain Meds.
I didn't start taking Pain Meds. until I came to see him.....and that was a little over a yr. ago.

I was in Pain & Furious at that same time.

He then tried to blame my Pain in My knees on My weight.......AGAIN, I have had the Knee Pain since DAY ONE as well.....the Weight Gain may be making the pain worse, but the Pain was Deff. there before I got Heavy......I PROMISE YOU THAT.
And btw, the Weight Gain is from the other meds. I'm on for the Idio Pathic Angioadema (from my PCP).

He decided to take Blood Work (to check my ACE Levels), YAYYYYYY....because he seems to think that Other Things may be going on with me besides the Sarky (just great)......he mentioned, Lupus & Fibormyalgia.....along with some other things that I can't remember.
I WAS FLOORED.....I mean, My Mother DID mention to me before about possibly having the Fibormyalgia.....but I didn't think it was That, I just thought that Sarky was really doing a number on me.

Well, I am praying like crazy that the ACE Levels prove that I am indeed having Sarky symptoms.....but than again, I have been told by other Sarky Sufferers...that even if you are having Full Blown Sarky symptoms....Your ACE Levels might not show it as so.....so the prayers have been flowing All Day Long (I am even asking EVERYONE I speak to, to say a prayer for me for it as well)......I NEED THESE RESULTS TO BE POSITIVE!!!!.....just to prove that what I am experiencing is indeed the TRUTH....and not a LIE......AND NOT FROM THE MEDS. I'M ON.
Btw, I think this is the FIRST TIME that I've had my ACE Levels checked....for real.

He also wants me to have xrays of my hips & knees.....because I told him that my knees have been Giving Out on me and I have been needing to use my Cane for Support (I also need the Cane for when I wake up in the Morning & when I am on my feet for too long in the Day...because My Feet hurt like CRAZY).

So, GOD Willing....I plan to go up to the Hosp. on Wed. Morning and have the Xrays done.
I don't know what they will find, because I've had CAT Scans done on them.....and other Diagnostic Exams, and they All showed NOTHING.....except that I have Arthritis throughout my body and mainly my left knee......WELL I COULD HAVE TOLD YA THAT.

I am grateful that my doctor ordered these tests, and I think by me going in today WITHOUT my meds. in me.....played a Huge Part in getting some well needed attention.

As he was about to take an important call.....I squeezed In that I wanted the documents of my Blog to be kept in my File, and he said that he would do that.....and he did.....but I also asked that when he had the time, could he PLZ take a look at them....and possibly come to my Blog also, and he said that he would......but I have a feeling that he won't (maybe because of time restraints)......but I still prayed that he would.

Overall, I think the visit went as well as it could considering the condition I was in.....and the fact that I had my husband there to "back me up", was a Plus (thank you Babe....wink).

He wants to see me again in two weeks for a follow up.....so GOD Willing, I will be at THAT Appt. as well.

Oh Shoot.....I forgot to mention that he had a HUGE FIT about me being on the Vicodine for soo long......uummm, hellooooo....you were giving me the NEW Scripts EVERY time I came to see you every 3 months......where do you think the meds were going......If you thought that I shouldn't have been on them, why were you giving me the New Scripts in the first place.....and why would I need the New Scripts AGAIN in 3 months if I wasn't suppose to be taking them like I was.
And besides....the Anti-inflammatory Meds. He was giving me before.....DIDN'T WORK....None of Them.
So he wrote out a script for a New One.....it is called Meloxicam 15 mg.....I will see how they work for me.....although I am a bit worried, because the side effects are One to be Highly Concerned about.....Whoa!!!!
But I will take them for two weeks and see what happens.

I regret not having This conversation with my doctor a long time ago (well I did when I first came back to see him Last Yr.....but I guess with All his patients to attend to Or All their different concerns, MY Illness was not remembered...and I can understand That).....but from Now On, I am going to be ON IT....it may take my visit just a little bit longer.....but I will TRY to get Any New thing in, and also tell him what has taken place since Our Last Visit......GOOD, BAD Or INDIFFERENT!!!!!!

It is up to ME to keep him updated the Right Way.....and it is up to Him, to LOG IN the Correct "happenings" with my case.......SO I BLAME THE BOTH OF US, We deff. should have been on Our Game better than We have been.



Until next time.....

I have been Very Busy lately......sorry!!! (again)

I think I might have mentioned that I would be MIA for a bit (Missing In Action) and that I would TRY to post at least Once a Week on here.....but things have been soo busy around here and I haven't found the time to do so.....my apologies to you All who come here to read what I have to say!!!!


I have been busy with the Grands, my daughters health (which GOD Willing she will be rid of that dang Gallbladder soon)....and of course, My Patio that I'm attempting to build.

I am at the End Stages of the Patio, and so soon as IT is done....I will be able to post more.

It is doing a number on my body too.....even the slightest of work that I do, really shows at the end of the Day....Whew!!!
I am grateful for my Meds. though....without them I don't know what I'd do (NOT do the Patio that's for sure).

Sarky it showing me New Things these past few Months.....like, Swelling of the Fingers (haven't seen That since a few yrs. back), My Face is getting terrible looking....the acne I get is horrible.

In the past, I would get a pimple Or two on my face....but NOW, it is like High School all over again....and on top of That, it is leaving marks on my face like you wouldn't believe.

Now the reason why I blame Sarky is this......I've ALWAYS messed with my pimples, and it NEVER turned my face like this before.....My face literally looks like I have patches of Dark Skin placed in certain places.....I can't remember EVER having an issue like This before, so it has to be Sarky......RIGHT!!!??

I think my doctor may want to send me to a Dermatologist....and I'm cool with that, because SOMETHING Needs to be done....I can not go on with Life looking like this.

Another New Thing (well not soo New.....but it has been a while since the last time I've had it) is me being Tired a lot more now.....I haven't had that feeling in a long time.


On another Topic......

I typed out a few posts from This Blog, so that I can share them with my doctor tomm.....and I pray that He DOES take the time out and actually look them over.
I go to visit him every 3 months....but we just discuss how I am feeling NOW, Or the past few days prior to me coming to see Him.......We NEVER talk about how I've been the past few months (the months prior to that Days visit)....and He NEEDS TO KNOW what's been going on with me, I mean...HE IS my doctor....isn't He.

And I plan on NOT taking my morning Meds.....just so he can actually see what my day would be like without them.....and it will not be a pretty picture I tell ya that much.
I just need for him to know what I go through on a daily basis with this Sarky.....and I also want to make it clear of what I am being treated for.....is it for Sarky....Or for Arthritis!!!!........it NEEDS TO BE established NOW.
And I would like it if He would KEEP my "transcripts" of this Blog, inside of my File as well.....I want it documented.

Anywho, I will keep you updated on things....as they develop.


Until next time......stay Healthy & Safe!!!....and THANKS for taking the time to read my Blog!!!

Naimah (aka Allana)

I FEEL LIKE CRAP!!!!!!

Not feeling too well right now, and not too sure Why......I don't think it is because I hadn't taken my meds. as yet, because it is not time to (I have like a half hour left).....but for some reason, I am feeling Real Weak, like I just am not myself.

As I was doing the dishes, I thought for sure I was going to faint....I didn't say anything to anyone, I just waiting it out to see how I was going to feel in a few.
But now I am upstairs, and I ate something and I took my Eve. Meds. (about 20 mins. too soon)...but I still feel like Crap.
Maybe if I lay down some, it will go away.....not sure, but I am praying I will feel better.

I have a doctors appt. tomm. morning, so if I am STILL feeling the same way....at least I will be There and He can asses me.

I really don't understand it, I was fine earlier......I was even out in the Yard trying to do a little work on the Patio I'm trying to build......maybe I did too much, but how could that be....I didn't do any more than any other time......what is going on.

Maybe it has to do with my Peri Menopause......who knows, but I know for sure......I AM NOT MYSELF RIGHT NOW!!!!

I have the Normal Aches & Pains in the Joints, but I also feel Very Weak & without Energy.....you know, like when you are coming down with something.....like the Flu, Oh Wait.....it probably IS Sarky, just trying to turn the tables a little.....you know, throwing me a "curve ball"....."shaking things up a bit"....well if so, than I would have appreciated a little warning beforehand.....I mean, don't I deserve at least THAT Much Sarky!!!??

I know it sounds like I am trying to make "light of this", but I really do feel like Crap.....and it is NOT the Normal Crap, it is a totally different Crap.




Naimah (feeling like CRAP)