AAAUUGGGHHHH......!!!!

Not a Good Day today, At All......


I almost wasn't even going to come on tonight.....after My doctor "lowering" my dosage on the Pain Med., I have had soooo many Bad Days......it even kept me from going up to my nieces house today and "chill" with Family & Friends......(some family members are up from NYC & Florida).

I felt BAD about it.....but I just could NOT get it together enough to even TRY.
My body was riddled with Pain & Discomfort (Fever, Aches, Weakness.....THE NORM).


And of course......I began to have "pitty" on myself.
Boy, when am I gonna learn.....This MAY BE how it is going to be from Now On......"Ain't ya got it Yet".


Oh.....and it doesn't help that I am "going through the CHANGE".......Just Great!!!!!
All that Pain & Discomfort.....and My HORMONES "running a muck" on top of it All.

AAAUUUGGGGHHHHHH......!!!!!!