Well....it didn't turn out the way I'd hoped, but....

The visit today with my New Doctor didn't turn out the way I'd hoped it would....but he did say he would treat me for the Fibromyalgia.......but not the Sarky.


He is recommending that I see a Lung Specialist for the Sarky.
HE SAID.....that Rheumy's don't treat you for Sarky....Only Pulmonalogists (sp. ck.)......WHATTTTT!!!

Then why the heck was I going to see my Old Doctor for.....he was a Rheumy.....and I was seeing him for my Muscle & Joint Pain that came from.....Sarky.

Anyway, I wasn't "blown over" with him to say the least......but at least he will treat the Fibromyalgia.


I have to call my PCP and see who he wants to send me to next (Pulmonary)....I know one thing, it won't be my Old Pulmo.....he blew that yrs. ago.


I am not overjoyed about the whole day......but at least SOMETHING came out of it.
He also prescribed me some New Meds. to take for the Fibromyalgia Pain.....boy my Spine is still hurting.
I still have to call the Pharmacy to see what Meds. He ordered though.....I'm not paying for something I can't take (that I tried before and didn't work).


I will post later, what he actually called in for.

Now the Spine is acting up!!!!

It had been doing so all along.....but after the weekend, it REALLY went crazy.


My son got Married on Sat....and I was taking Tons of Pics....so all that back & forth did some damage on the ole' Hips, Knees & Spine.
I felt some of it That Night.....but it didn't Really get to me until the next day.
And I mean ALL DAYYYYY.

Sunday night was soooo horribly.....there was NO position that I could be in...Not Sitting, Standing....Or even Laying Down........AWFUL!!!

And today it is Still Hurting......
I tried to bend down......and not with my knees, Cause Ya Know That Ain't Happening.....and I thought my back was going to dislocate itself some how.......I was sooo scared, and I screamed out soo loud that My Mother said....."let me do it".

I pray that I can get some sleep tonight, and that I won't be in That Much Pain.


Man....this is bad!!!!

I had my Ph. Confrence today for SSI/SSDI

I guess it went well.....

She asked a few questions about my health....and I told her.....and she asked about my doctors.....and I told her.....then she told me to send out the "Request Form for the Doctors" as soon as possible......and I did, today.

She also mentioned, after I asked her about it....lol, that it would take like 3 months before I would hear Anything from them concerning my case.
And I then proceeded to ask Her if it was true that "one always gets rejected the first time applying".....she laughed and said, "No....there is absolutely No truth to that, but people ALWAYS say it is so"......and I laughed with her.
I pray that she is right......


Anyway.....I guess I just have to wait it out like everyone else does......finger biting & all!!!!

In the meantime, I am looking forward to my First Visit with the New Rheumy next week.....and pray that All Goes Well with that.

My Left Hip......

Yesterday was pretty good, but today is another story......probably because of the good day yesterday.
It is not like I over-did it.....but hey, maybe I did......I was doing a lot of back-and-forth from the house to outdoors......slowly though.

Well today, my left hip is hurting like nobody's business......!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh and the BURNINGGGGGG.....it feels like it is burning a hole right in my hip.
And it didn't help that my Grands wanted me to keep getting up & down to get them things today.....boy I can't wait till they can do it themselves.

I can't even sit still for too long....I have to keep switching positions.....OUCHHHHHH!!!!!


I am going to lay down now and rest my hip....and pray that THAT helps.



THANKS......

Out of Breath alot.....and oh soo weak.

It only takes me being on my feet for just a little while before I need to sit down/lay down and catch my breath.

I am soooooooo weak that after being out for a couple hours yesterday.....when I got into the house, I almost pasted out.
And it wasn't because of the heat.....although, THAT didn't help it any.


My body feels like it is wearing down on me.....right before my eyes.
It brings me back to when I first starting getting signs of Sarky......back in 1991.

I was soo out of it back then, and the same feelings have come back......and all because NO ONE can seem to figure out WHAT MEDS. will "take the sting off" in order for me to FUNCTION on a Daily Basis.


I don't know how much longer I can stand this.....too weak to do a darn thing.....not even wash my behind at times!!!!!!!



sighhhhh.........